Monday, August 1, 2011

Refreshing rain and totem bears

it is pouring rain outside.
and i love it.
even though i don't currently have an umbrella.
who cares?
the rain is so cleansing.
it seems to release all the negative energy in the air.
it is like pressing "refresh".
so lovely.

yesterday i went to the cafe near my house to do some research.
and there was a guy there that i know from the cafe.
he is a superb artist.
and he drew me a bear.
i called the bear Rudi because he looks Russian.
like a circus bear.
so i hung up the drawing on my fridge.
bears are my main totem animal.
so i feel good when their images surround me.
protected.

i am still feeling sad about having put Miss Petunia down on Friday.
she was such a good cat, a pretty girl.
i just could no longer give her the level of care that she needed
with her diabetes and all.
i just could not handle it anymore.
i miss her so much.

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